Thursday, October 29, 2015

WhAt iS loVE?

       hii,. have a good day today? yeahh,. i think we should make it great. ^_^ ,. you know what, there are another topics that's i really matter in my whole life,. and sometimes it's ruin some of my life routines,. you know what it's?  yeah,. that's we called it love in common,.

      love,. urghh,. it's so difficult to understand the meaning sometimes, because all that we had it's just a feeling,. the feeling that we want to feel happy, cares, and more. You know that,.. Sometimes love give us a terrible feeling which is all the whole day going to ruin by itself with unexpected things and doing, and sometimes, it give us a feeling that this world is the everything that we have,. huh,. let's me story some of my few weekdays love story,. :"(

it's started when i came out with my le friends at some restaurant place near in my studies,. that place was famous in their noodles specialist,. every types of noodles and skilled food were being served there, and like usual,. we are choose to be sitted at the corner of that restaurant,

And after we have been served well, my eyes was being caught by someone, i feel just like,. urghh it's normal when people just what to see others,. but someone (a girl) tend to look me again and again,. ouh,. if you're man, you will know how that's feel,. and i just ignored that,.

later then, i pick up some tissues on one of restaurant counters there, suddenly, someone also pick some of it,. and she's say,. 'hii' ,. ouh,. i just keep freeze,. hahaha,. then say hii back after a minutes of astonished,. then she's ask my named, and we have some words at that counter,. then she take a ball pen and wrote somethings on a tissue,. then gave it to me,. ouhh,. that's a great feeling ever, when you a single man, was being offered a phone number with a beautiful phone owner,.

Then started from that day, we are really happy,enjoyed chat and dates,. All the best and bad things we're shared, yeah,. "love each other",. "never let anything ruin our relationships",."you're my moon and i'm your only stars'' and both of us promise not to leave each others with no matter happen,.

Day by day past with happiness and great things,. and after that,. she started to be different than before,.only seen my whatapps but  no reply, don't want to answer my called,. and as a man,. it's our responsible to know if she was okay or not, and start to planned some of the great things to cheers her back if she's in bad situations,. man are tend to help if she's needed on that time,.  but there's no response,. and with some stress of studies,. i leaves some of my assignment, and start to find her at usual places,.people always do their best by visits a places that can give them a happiness,. and for her,that restaurant is the usual place,.i came with full of pleasures and hopes, that i can get some of the answer on why she ignored me a week and never replied a word,.

When i came there, i see her in her favourite seat and tables,. but she's happy, with a lots of great smiles and joy there and in front of her was guy,. and that times, my mind starts to thinks heavily,. i came near,. and say hii to both of them,. and then she's just ignored me and starts the conversations with that unknown guy again,. then i said for the second times,. and that guys stand in front of me and says a word '' can you go away weird man, don't try to tease my new love,right honey",. then i heard she said,. ''yup darling, i don't know this guy,he was look so terrible than you,i only love you( for unknown man)'' ,. then i stunning into his eyes,. and says with anger,. ''fine! such a great games, congrates with your new bloody boyfriend, such a liar person, i dont know what to say later, then i leave that restaurant and back to my college ,

ouh you know,. that feeling only me and my god know,. i started not focus in the exams hall, pressured, and sometimes i cry over and over,. why? and why? she do it,. without explained,. what's my wrong? what i have done?  and then, my friends who noticed all the things that going unwell try to cheers me back,.then a month from that,.i reborn with the new life, new feeling and new person, a person who have a scars on this heart,. yeahh,. i learn much from that,. i should't give all my heart to her,.and i should love myself more than others,.and that lesson make me understand, not all love is a kind and happy in their ways,. but it's always have a cruel and bad love,. and we should carefull and try to understand,. that all for my worst writting and feeling for today,. a lot of grammar mistakes, and i tend to keep learning day by day, for the great futures in making,. thanks for reading and lend some ears for my sadness past life,,i hope you will never repeat that story and be happy always,. byee..