WhAt iS loVE?

 
       hii,. have a good day today? yeahh,. i think we should make it great. ^_^ ,. you know what, there're another topics that's  really matter in my whole life,. and sometimes it's ruin some of my life routines,. you know what it's?  yeah,. that's we called it love in common,.

      love,. urghh,. it's so difficult to understand the meaning sometimes, because all that we had it's just a feeling,. the feeling that we want to feel happy, cares, and more. You know what?,.. Sometimes love give us a terrible feeling which is like all the whole day going to ruin by itself with unexpected things and doing, and sometimes, it give us a feeling that this world is the everything that we have,. huh,. let's me story some of my few weekdays love story,. :"(

it's started when i came out with my le friends at some restaurant place near in my studies,. that place was famous in their noodles specialist,. every types of noodle and best food were being served there, and like usual,. we are choose to be sitted at the corner of that restaurant,

And after we have been served well, my eyes was being caught by someone, i feel just like,. urghh it's normal when people want to see others in common,. but someone (a girl) tend to look me again and again,. if you're man, you will know that feeling,. and i just ignored that,.

later then, i pickup some tissues on restaurant counter. Suddenly, someone also pick some of it,. and she's say,. 'hii' ,. ouh,. i just keep freeze,. hahaha,. then say hii back after a minutes of astonished,. then she's ask my named, and we have some words at that counter,. then she take a pen and wrote somethings on a tissue,. then gave it to me,. ouhh,. that's a great feeling ever, when you was being offered a phone number with a beautiful phone owner,.

Then started from that day, we are really happy, enjoyed chat and dates,. The best things we're shared, yeah,. "love each other",. "never let anything ruin our relationships",."you're my moon and i'm your only stars'' and both of us promise not to leave each others with no matter happen,.

Day by day past with happiness and great things,. and after that,. she started to be different than before,.only seen my whatapps but  no reply, doesn't want to answer my called,. and as a man,. it's our responsible to know if she was okay or not, and start to planned some of the great things to cheers her back if she's in bad condition,. man are tend to help if she's needed on that time,.  but there's no response ,with some stress studies,. i leaves some of my assignment, and start to find her at usual places,.people always do their best by visits a places that can give them a happiness,. and for her,that restaurant is the usual place,.i came with full of pleasures and hopes, that i can get some of the answer on why she ignored me a week and never replied a word,.

When i came there, i see her in her favourite seat and tables,. but she's happy, with a lots of great smiles and joy there and in front of her was a guy,. and that times, my mind starts to thinks heavily,. i came near,. and say hii to both of them,. and then she's just ignored me and starts the conversations with that unknown guy again,. then i said for the second times,. and that guys stand in front of me and says a word '' can you go away weird man !!!, don't try to tease my new love,right honey?",. then i heard she said,. ''yup darling, i don't know this guy,he was look so terrible than you,i only love you( for unknown man)'' ,. then i stunning into his eyes,. and says with anger,. ''fine! such a great games, congrates with your new bloody boyfriend, such a liar person, i leave both after that heat  and back to my college ,

ouh you know,. that feeling only me and my god know,. i started not focus in the exams hall, pressured, and sometimes i cry over and over,. why? and why? she do it,. without explained,. what's my wrong? what i have done?  and then, my friends who noticed all the things that going unwell try to cheers me back,.then a month from that,.i reborn with the new life, new feeling and new person, a person who have a scars on this heart,. yeahh,. i learn much from that,. i should't give all my heart to her,.and i should love myself more than others,.and that lesson make me understand, not all love is a kind and happy in their ways,. but it's always have a cruel and bad love,. and we should carefull and try to understand,. that all for my worst writting and feeling for today,. a lot of grammar mistakes, and i tend to keep learning day by day, for the great futures in making,. thanks for reading and lend some ears for my sadness past life,,i hope you will never repeat that story and be happy always,. byee..

My fLAsh PaSt 20 yeARs SuMmAry

   hii.. welcome back.. today, i just want storied up some my past 20 years before today,.just want to sharing some good and bad things together, maybe we could make some touch up and fix all kind of matter just get learns from others past history and doing right??..

   
        SO LET'S ME START....
 

it's me, i was born on 29th April 1994 at Malaysia, which is the best place ever for harmonic and peacefull,.Later then, i was being teach how to interface with world and people,.how to speak,,how to walks,how to called papa and mama, and so on., until i grown up to level that we called kids,.

At this part, i was tolerated to be happy go lucky,. always,.and never things on what next will be happen, or lately what i wanna be,. always doing all the matters that enjoyed myself and my parents..

wake up earlier in the morning just to get some stuff of fun with my friends, doing some hide and seek, catch me back until tired then going inside for rest..yeah.. kids,. happy go lucky right? everyone have past that moment,. the best moment ever in their whole life,.

Next we just move on to the preschool process, which is the moment we get to learn and adapt the knowledge and practicing social, the way to interact a new friends and sharing some good ideas but its always in happy go lucky terms right? 

Then we through all the process from grades one until five commonly. yeah,. i passed that process,.many people have many different stories right? they maybe have a many move on in their school life, yeah, sometimes parents got to move to a new places of branch on works sometimes they had a new places for homie,. so its depend on everybody situation,.i'm not,. i just carried all the things in one places, the placed i was born and getting knowledge,.

After we passed through the grades life.. we entering the high school process, yeahh,. this process is so challenge right,. yeah,. the process which can rely your dreams and ambitions,.

The day i was feel astonishing when all the things we must doing on ourselves,. This part of learning system and education was made for ourselves to used and practically think outside the box and it's a process where we prepare our physically and mentality for our future including our knowledge itself.. 

This part of learning process is quiet tough and hard,. but the truly is,. friendships is the great things that we can learn in this stage,. a means of friendships just like having a good one is the best who you can understand when the day(future) just like today happen,. when we can see the great friends who helped you much in better future,. the one who made you suffer enough before, only to see the future smiles not just only for sharing but made up a smiles together..

Then the great moment of friendships and moment write up as history,. After that,. we flow the higher educations system,. where we learn more and more to get a better certificated, to sales our knowledgeable for a better works after we finished it,. Higher education level just like a new school with lifestyles in it,.everyone do their own studies,. do their own maths, algorithm, and so on,. its too complicated when another don't even care what you what to do,.everyone just think their own personal interest without noticed the person around,. the really bad is u need to find out how to get a pocket money, cooking and all the things for your own too,. it's for getting a better performance on your own,. what a fish life,. u need to survive alone and not to get your parents help.. haha,. 

then the day was hard until today.. 

Yeah,. seems like i didn't making some good stories,. because i just only want to get short of it,.Then now the time to get some fresh air,. That only my short story telling.. not interesting but its a demand of my younger mate for give some advice in life,. thanks for reading,. may the bless come to you after,. see ya.. bye..

PeRhEntIAn ISLands MalAysia

                                                       

    PeRhEntIAn ISLands MalAysia 

       Hi.. really long time that i have been updating my blog,. how i miss my writing here,.
Today, i want to shared a few moment that being city world calm and relax,. here my trips to PERHENTIAN ISLAND,BESUT, which is belongs to the Terengganu, not far away from Kelantan,

      I was make this vacation just a weeks ago, on 19 February 2015 until 21 February 2015,.
Held over 3 DAYS 2 NIGHT with all my business partners,. yeaah,.

Vacation off to perhentian islands

    I just spend over RM 350 OR 100 USD for those full packages, where i got the chalets,

jungle tracking, snorkeling, water rafting,and them also provides my breakfast, lunch and dinners,

This is jetty Kuala Besut where the way to take off to Perhentian Island, which is cost around RM 75 for full package taxi there.. Take off from this jetty early in the morning give some fresh air concern toward our peacefull mind relaxing,. with bumping of wave just make u smiles all the half and hour water journey.. 

just looked up, the blue ocean add up some beautiful corals, but seems like i dont brings Go Pro mine, so the underwater just in memories, but i will get there soon again, for sure,i really like peacefull there,.

arrived to Perhentian Island, it's consist both two islands, which is, big island, and small island,

then i just get into my chalet on that big islands, The Reef was my chalets named, was a famous chalets there, you can google on that named,.

          Then for sure, the best ever i have done there was a snorkeling time, which that time, i realies how underwater life live., before this, we only see it on television, but, at there, you can feel them, just playing with some water taxi (give me to try that stering), so different than drive a car... haha., and people there was so nice,, treats like brother and sister, and a lot of helps we can get there from them,.

small fish there.. 

looks that small fish,. many of them just relaxing there,. and comfort with human  activity..

           how that panorama being in small island,. which is have school, shops, and a kind of stall there,. in front of that picture was big island, includes my chalets, and the snorkling points there, (shark point/ turtles point/ and a lot of fish there.. ^_^

After doing some snorkling, me and friends have some eyes towards small island, this photo was on big islands, infront of there,. a squba diving license or training provide too,. but i don't go for it, because a short trips doesn't make my time for it,.. hehe..

A lot of small fisherman boats park

 I was enjoy my night when walking around, sing a sang and enjoyed some wave sounds,.

I enjoyed all my day there, which is more often like to stay there.. lol.. 

i just loss all my pictures, because my lappy just have been stolen,. so only this pics, i can show,.

here all my friends.. Together we enjoys this life,..

last before i going back, put some souvenir to keep reminds some best moments there,. 

Sorry because a little photos only, and last but not least,. i will come again Perhentian Island, 

and i suggest who doesn't come there, come to relaxing all your tensions of works,

Reward some enjoy for yourself and your family.. 

 thanks for reading,.

Have a Nice day..

See yAa 

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